Saturday, November 27, 2010
Welcome to the Board
hahaha.. dah pi course kapal tanker, tgu nak sign contract dgn MISC.. tak kisah le keje sabung nyawa, janji pulangan lumayan
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
META..
Dah lama tak rasa suasana pi kolej.. skg ni dah rasa balik walaupun seminggu.. tp kolej ni lain skit hari2 kita cakap pasal mati.. cuak pun ada, so tak leh ler wat silap keje kene focus, checklist, double check.. lepas ni kene lah datang balik selepas 3 tahun sea time... dok lg kt cni sebulan utk nek pangkat.. sapa tamau, tp kt cni boring... hope im going to the right direction... Anyway wish me luck and all the best...
Friday, September 17, 2010
Susah Ler
Ni lah dunia ko tak blaja tinggi, tak der saper nak tgk, family tak tak terima, org sekeliling tak terima.. Kekadang regret gak dgn idop neh, belajar tak tgi, duit tak der...
Bole tak kalau tak nak dok kt Malaysia, dok la kt maner2 Zimbabwe ker, Ghana ker?
Bole tak kalau tak nak dok kt Malaysia, dok la kt maner2 Zimbabwe ker, Ghana ker?
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Sailor and Sailing..
Yes its true aku mmg tak boleh tahan temper aku, aku rasa ni lah yg terbaik, keje jauh dr manusia kerja dimana aku boleh hidup dalam dunia aku.... Mmg betul aku tak tau nak jaga hati org, tp ada ker org jaga hati aku.. bek jaga hati DUIT lg bagus... btul tak... Harap2 bole menjelajah ker ceruk2 benua2 yg ada kt dunia neh.. yer lah kan, aku kan skolah stakat sekolah rendah jer, dok kt darat byk sgt bergaul dgn org yg belajar tinggi, pening lah.. Bak kate zaiton dlm citer Bujang lapak" Eton suke berkawan dgn org kebanyakan, sbb org kebanyakan ni tak cerewet, bole jalan di kaki lima, makan di gerai2"
Cuba bayangkan aku dapat keje kt atas kapal yg besar cm ni.. best gilerlah, pasal makan aku tak heran lah, depa nak makan babi, aku makan lah sayur , kentang dgn roti.. alasan cm neh semua bole demotivated kita, yg oenting kuatkan semangat.... Aku harap aku akan bergelar "SEAFEARER"tak kesah lah kalau turun darat kulit aku tanned..
Cuba bayangkan aku dapat keje kt atas kapal yg besar cm ni.. best gilerlah, pasal makan aku tak heran lah, depa nak makan babi, aku makan lah sayur , kentang dgn roti.. alasan cm neh semua bole demotivated kita, yg oenting kuatkan semangat.... Aku harap aku akan bergelar "SEAFEARER"tak kesah lah kalau turun darat kulit aku tanned..
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Alergic VS Food
Huhu! bru jer amik MC smlm, hr ni keje terus jer kene rashes... ape lah nasib, salah makan ker? or tak basuh baju? maner bole jadi... sbnr nye alergic neh sbb kegagalan otak menafsir maklumat yg dihantar kepada otak, so org yg tingtong cm aku neh seusai lah alergic... So nak dijadikan cerita hari ni aku berbuka makan Vege product jer, makan soy fritters.. sedey giler beb, sbb alergic dah ilang satu nikmat.. So utk mengelakan alergic jadi lagi aku dah malas makan benda berdarah... aku nak jadi Vegan.. Plss support!
P/s: Im happy with my life...
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Si Sengal
Wkakaka! Hari ni meeting kt HQ sonok bole balik awai... tp yg tak sonok nyer meeting kul 9 kul 730 aku dah ada kt sana.. tu la dgr sgt cakap org...Smlm dah riekei jalan nak pi Klang tp pg tadi bole sesat sampai Meru.. kt 10 km gak tersasar.. Nasib2 kenapa sengal, igt dah berjangit dgn seseorang tp no name to be mention ,mungin sbb aku torture dia kot.. tu la kalau nak berenti jgn la tgl kan taik, tak der saper nak basuh, even Indah water (IWK) pun kene byr walau rm 2 sebulan ttp bayar okay!!!! Bg aku ko mmg Legend bg aku nek darah, pening mcm2 lah.. ni lah manusia, tak bersyukur dgn ape yg dpt... Org lain dapat keje Kontrak jer, yg dpt permenant ni pulak tergedik2 nak berenti..Satu lg contoh yg Degree dia bole buat bungkus Nasi lemak kt tepi jalan tu..
Cite pasal HQ aku suprised lah, cuma aku melayu tadi.. tp walau pun depa bangsa lain depa ttp advise aku keje elok2.. ni la sikap bangsa lain yg kt patut ikut.. kalau kt nak berjaya kt usaha lah, ni tgk jer org senang skit mula la nak cocok.. Mcm Cik kiah.. ni pun lagi satu jenis manusia.. Tp ada aku kesah... biar lah depa, tak bole adopt dgn changes , new environment and new cellougeus yg terang2 ada potential utk jadi next leader( UP skit lah okay) . Hope so kalau nak banding kan aku dgn dia kan aku kan muda lg, long way to go.. korg kan nak pencen dah.. Haish! Perut neh lapar pulak aku nak pi jalan2 cari makan jap.. Anak2 kt Dept yg tak howt tu makan ape lah... jgn nakal2 keje elok2, kalau kastemer tak tiow korg aku yg tiow nanti...
P/s: Best siot kalau jerit kt Walkie Talkie..
Saturday, July 17, 2010
Satu lg hari lagi di Dept yg tak Howt..
Ari ni keje noon.. masuk2 jer ada return exchange.. igt tak der ape2 problem, tb bangsa neh mmg bangsat nak komplen jer.... Okay noted.. belajar benda baru hari neh.. kesian lak bebudak kene jerit2 tadi... wat to do... hati membara .. lepas satu prob dtg lg.. tu la keje lg kt tpt menyelesaikan masalah.. kene sabar.
Pastu Cik kiah lak dtg kater my anak jerit mintak kad kt dalam opis... Big deal? Nop tp kerana nak tjk kuasa aku marah lah anak aku tuh.. Sorry i just do my part.. Get to know people better.. so next time tak yah lah jerit2... focus n blaja cepat2...
P/s: Makn manis byk2 skit biar ESG tu lebih.. Wkakakaka
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Thursday, July 15, 2010
Kerja Oh Kerja!
Baru jer one month plus keje kt tpt baru. Hepi ada bosan ada.. Tau tak betapa tak best nyer keje dgn golongan yg tuak, ada yg kepochee, yg jadik IB, busy body, perasan Howt.. JIngs! kan.. Sib baik ada cellouges yg sompai lagi gegila...
Walau pun umur muda tp ability mereka utk indipendence very impress me.. Patut la org yg pgg title senior citizen kt situ cm bengang.. Any way ada aku kesah, yg penting Dept aku yang tak berapa nak gempak lg howt cm Dept2 Cik kiah yg lain tuh okay dlm erti kata teratur,staff senyum selalu, dan gilak.. dan lagi satu terima kasih kepada abg Celladorai yg selalu memberi support, dia lah penghibur di kala duka.. Lg satu nak pesan dgn budak2 yg dept yg tak howt tuh, korg jgn la dramatik... kalau nampak benda pelik or dgr benda pelik jgn la ketawa dulu, tgu org tuh blah baru la ketawa.( Ni tak di tujukn kt sape2 paham2 lah korg).
P/s: Katakan tidak kepada Seniority and Pioneer transfer kan mereka cpt...
Happiness VS Depression
Depression is a state of low mood and aversion to activity.
I have to live with depression, and open about it, is this: I AM NOT ALWAYS DEPRESSED! I am not a negative person all the time. Most of the time I am stable and happy – or at least in a good mood. I have friends. I have my health. I look in the mirror and I like what I see. I would not want to be anyone else.
This is how I feel most days. I don’t stand out because on these days, I am healthy and normal. But some days my ILLNESS flares and I am depressed. I reach out for help. I write and talk about it, because that is what I have been told to do. It works. But I need to be very careful. Today I realize that when I am just feeling down, or upset or I say something stupid or negative, there are people who will chalk that up to my depression even though they do not know me: “What do you expect? Have you read what she writes? She is so focused on her depression. Of course she is a negative person.”
Who wants to be around negative energy – whether it is caused by my depression, a bad day or a just an off-hand, stupid negative comment? Bad days and negative comments happen to everyone – whether they have depression or not. But those of us with depression must understand that some people have had enough of our negativity – whether we are actively in a depression or we are just having a bad day.
They just don’t want any more of our negativity in their lives. It is just the way it is. We could belly-laugh from here to kingdom-come but we cannot take back the negative vibes that we have thrown out and they have caught. I am not going to let this stifle my right to have a bad day or say or do something I wish I hadn’t. I am human and I will make mistakes – just like people who do not have depression.
Today I will respect everyone’s tipping point. Negativity is negativity – whether it is depression induced or not. I do not like it any more than they do. I will let them find joy in their lives just as I am finding mine.
Listening to a "bad day by Daniel Powter" song can relief some tension :)
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